[05 Jan 2010|10:53pm] eric_matthew umass amherst 2010 with a scholarship... oh boy! ♥ comment

[05 Jan 2010|03:41am] dattmonato [ music | The Postal Service: This Place Is A Prison ] i want to kill myself. sometimes at least. the fear of never finding it again is beginning to overpower me. it's a pendulum swinging back and forth in the back of my head. although i can grab it and it becomes suspended, once i slip off, it just begins to swing again. it's a little crazy. i know. but for some reason, i can't let go. i want to, trust me, i do. but what is the point of being on this planet if i've already missed my chance? what is the point if that's the best it's going to get? what is the point if i'm just going to keep swinging? i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can't let go. i can not let go. i can not let go. i can not let go. matt donato matt donato matt donato fucking matt donato is weak. FUCKING Matt Donato is the weakest person you know. you just don't know. you just don't know. you just don't know. you just don't know. you'll never ever know. you really won't. there's nothing for me here. just uselessness. just killing time. i'm too big of a pussy to do it though. don't worry. just killing time.

[03 Jan 2010|12:37am] eric_matthew confidence is key ♥ comment

[01 Jan 2010|06:37pm] eric_matthew It feels like I'm jumping towards a train. ♥ comment

[01 Jan 2010|04:01am] dattmonato it's 4am and i've sobered up and i must say this was the first new years that i can go ahead and say i'll remember. i actually did something, went out on my own for a portion of it and still managed to not puke or die. my throat is KILLING me though and i hope it goes away soon cause fuck man. but yeah man, 2010. whatever lol ♥ comment

[31 Dec 2009|05:54pm] makeyou_sweat Where did you begin 2009? Jesse's house. Were you in school anytime this year? yes Did you have to go to the hospital? not for myself. Did you have any encounters with the police? nope :] Where did you go on vacation? Maine What did you purchase that was over 100 dollars? HAHAHA don't even ask! Did you know anybody who got married? Uncle Tom! Did you move anywhere? Nope. What sporting events did you attend? football...i think thats it. Describe your birthday: usual country club business and then just an excellent night with my friends What is the one thing you thought you would not do, but did, in 2009? nothing really. What has been your favorite moments? my birthday, halloween, anniversary...a lot Any new additions to your family? janice What was your best month? july as usual Who has been your best drinking buddy? jesse lolol or rosie. Made new friends? yes Other than home, where did you spend most of your time? stier household, mimi's Be honest - did you watch American Idol? the auditions Change your hairstyle? it got longer :] How old did you turn this year? 19 Do you have a New Years resolution? not yet Do anything embarrassing? lol obviously Buy anything new from eBay? Nope Get married or divorced? No. Get arrested? nope Been snowboarding? Nope Did you get sick this year? a few times Are you happy to see 2009 end? eh Been naughty or nice? both :] JANUARY Who kissed you on new years? jesse <3 Did you have a new year's resolution this year? nope Does it snow where you live? It did today! Do you like hot chocolate? My favorite. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? nope FEBRUARY When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class? YES! Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not? nope MARCH Are you Irish? SO IRISH! Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yes sir What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2009? um got my license renewed, got jesses new car, went out Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? yea APRIL Do you like the rain? No Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? YES Do you celebrate 4/20? I did not. Do you love the month of April? its alright MAY What is your favorite flower? diasy or rose Do you like the spring? yes Finish the phrase "April showers": Bring may flowers. Do you celebrate Mothers Day? Yes Is there anything special about May to you? nope JUNE What year did/will you graduate from high school? 2008 Did you do anything fun during this month? yes! Have a favorite baseball team? nope Do you celebrate Father's Day? not really JULY What did you do on the Fourth of July? IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY! :D Did you go on any vacations during this month? nope Do you blast the A/C all day? nope AUGUST Did you do anything special at the end of your summer? maine What was your favorite summer memory of '09? maine, nordstrom, beach, love , life. Did you have a sunburn? Not even once :D Did you go to the beach a lot? not enough SEPTEMBER Will you be attending college/school? yesyes Do you like fall better than summer? yes OCTOBER What was your last Halloween costume? poison ivy What is your favorite candy? anything chocolate. Who's birthday is during this month? emmas! NOVEMBER Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving? aunt marys What are you thankful for? my family and jesse Do you love stuffing? yes! DECEMBER Do you celebrate Christmas? yes :] Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? yes :] Get anything special last year? Mmm. Do you know what your next new years resolution will be? nah ♥ comment

[31 Dec 2009|03:56pm] dattmonato 1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before? So much. Cut my hair short, went to Florida, went to Massachusetts, went to a strip club lol, saw my first out of state concert in PA, blacked out from drinking too much, and finished Middlesex County College 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? No, I didn’t keep them and it’s sort of upsetting. And no. I don’t like feeling disappointed when I fail lol. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yeah, my sister Casey had her Son Justin Angelo Harrison, my Godson. 4. Did anyone close to you die? Yeah 5. What countries did you visit? None. 6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? Good grades and money. 7. What date(s) from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? February 13th: Tree tattoo on my arm. July 19th: My dad passed away. October 31st: that fucking kid stole my Wolverine claws. MOTHER FUCKER. November 4th: Yankees win the World Series December 1st: Saw Underoath and August Burns Red in Allentown, PA with Lemus December 2nd: 20th Birthday December 26th: Drove to Massachusetts with the dudes in my band and almost died. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Either cutting my hair or wrapping up at Middlesex 9. What was your biggest failure? Letting myself become vulnerable. 10. Did you suffer any illness or injury? I twisted my ankle playing basketball with Tivey at Myrtle park at 5am when I was wasted. And it’s still not ok. 11. What was the best thing you bought? Either clothes or my tattoos. 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My dad. 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Where do I start? Seriously. 14. Where did most of your money go? Clothes and food. 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? The new August Burns Red CD and summer. 16. What song will always remind you of 2009? Jason Deruilo/Imogen Heap: Whatcha Say/Hide and Seek 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? I honestly have no idea. I’ll say happier though. I don’t think about killing myself as much so that’s probablyyyy a good thing. ii. thinner or fatter? Def fatter. Which is annoying. iii. richer or poorer? Actually, richer in a way. 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Drinking. 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Spending/not drinking. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? I actually spent it at home this year. First time in about 3 years. 22. Did you fall in love in 2009? I don’t know. I don’t think so. 23. How many one night stands? Idk. 24. What was your favorite TV program? Always Family Guy. 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Oh definitely. 26. What was the best book you read? I didn’t read anything this year. So upsetting. 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Lady Gaga/ Oh, Sleeper 28. What did you want and get? Space. Independence. 29. What did you want and not get? A lot. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? Probably the Hangover. As gay as I feel saying it. 31. What did you do on your birthday? I went to school and then went to work and then got dinner with Ali. 32. What’s one thing that would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Money. Also some other stuff… 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009? I took a lot from my favorite actors and just from what I felt comfortable in. and also shit that pissed other people off like my purple leather jacket. 34. What kept you sane? Music. My dad. 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Scarlett Johansson. 36. What political issue stirred you the most? I dunno. Probably health care. 37. Who did you miss? My dad and rhsas 38. Who was the best new person you met? I will go ahead and say Alex Lindquist. She’s badass. 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009: None of this shit matters, and the sun is going to explode and engulf the earth eventually anyways, so we might as well have a good fucking time until then…but don’t be a sloppy fuck. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. “He who keeps his mouth keeps his life. He that opens his lips too wide shall become his own destruction.” ♥ comment

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